I feel like im soo far behind.. in everything. School, relationships, experiences, partying, life, just everything. But one thing that I feel I am the most behind in, is independance.
At my age now, most of my friends are moved out, driving, in college or university etc. And I havent even had a serious boyfriend yet! Im worried that next september when I do move out and start my own life, that im not going to be ready. I still ask my mom for permission before I go anywhere & I can't even drive on my own yet. Im scared that when I go to college, all the independance is going to jump at me all at once, and im not going to be able to handle it.
Blah, missing a chunk of my teenage years, is a lot harder than i thought. I thought I would just pick up and go back to normal, but its not nearly that easy.
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