So I finally got my counts up and I'm moving on with my five days of chemo! No more worrying! It started Monday, and I spent the night in a hotel last night. It was really cool checking into the front desk, because it turns out the lady that works there, reads my blog too. It was a really awesome feeling hearing that, and I really appreciate all of my supporters.
Although as much I'm glad I am moving on with treatment, it doesn't make getting it any easier. Yesterday I got a lumbar puncture, and the needle hit a nerve in my spine, and then later on I accidently pulled out my needle that the chemotherapy goes into and I spilled chemo everywhere, which sucked for everybody. Today I just seem sad. I guess I was getting used to not getting chemo, and being home for weeks at a time! Now that I'm getting back into the swing of things, I'm getting the joint pain, the headaches, the tiredness and everything else that comes along with chemotherapy. It bothers me, because when I when I wasn't getting treatment, I was worried something was wrong, and now that I am getting it, I miss home. There is just no winning with me this week. But I do have a good book series I've been reading, and hopefully the week will be over before I know it. Tomorrow is a big day for me, so hopefully it all goes well :)
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